My life is a mess....

kendralk006 · Newbie Alert Joined: 28 May 2008 Posts: 4

Hi, my name is Kendra. I am drowning in mistakes and cannot see the top. Five years ago, I made some mistakes and spent 10 months in jail. I was released and ordered 5 years probabtion and to pay restitution and fines. I have done well, but have been unable to pay my restitution for the last 8 months due to the loss of my job. With a record, it has been hard to find new work. I have 18 months left and they are threatening to revoke my probation if I don't pay. I have two elementary aged children who need me. I am shrouded in fear every day of leaving. I cannot concentrate. i can't even seem to help myself. I am losing hope and faith by the minute. God has taken such great care of me my entire life, and taught me to learn from my mistakes. I am in such dire need of direction and peace. Please pray for me. Pray that the Lord will direct me and guide me to a way to solve this problem. Pray that he will ease my fears and show me the purpose in my life. Right now, I feel that I have none.

Thank you.

AlfredPhua · Posted: Wed May 28, 2008 6:13 pm Post subject:

Dear Lord,

This morning as I sit myself in front of the computer, I would like to pray for Kendra who is now facing some obstacles in her life. May Lord Jesus heals her faith and guides her towards the right direction so that everything in her life will be in synch again. Lord, you never change. You are the same before, now and tomorrow. If you can heal and make things right before, with faith in our heart, we trust that you will be able to heal and make things right again as before. We asked in your name to heal Kendra's wound and lead her and her family in the right direction again. In Jesus's name, Amen.

kendralk006 · Newbie Alert Joined: 28 May 2008 Posts: 4

Thank you for praying for me. It means alot to me. You are in my prayers as well. Thanks for caring.

AlfredPhua · Posted: Wed May 28, 2008 7:13 pm Post subject:

Hi Kendra, I know its really difficult for you and i dont want to pretend I know your misery but the bible says,

"...if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, move from here to there and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you. -Matthew 17:20-"

Not only for you but for me as well in my life and my dreams, let's together have faith in Lord Jesus okay? Besides, the bible promised that when two or more come together in Jesus's name and agree to one thing, He will work something for us. Let's pray for changes to happen, new strength found and the most important, let's have faith together in the creator of this world, our very own dear friend, Jesus Christ ok. He is the HUGE one but HE is also our friend...

kendralk006 · Newbie Alert Joined: 28 May 2008 Posts: 4

I don't know what to say, you are exactly right. I feel guilty for questioning my faith, but I think that is such a normal human reaction that we all do sometimes. I will not let it get me down, and I will not lose my hope and my faith. I feel very comforted today and I want to thank you for that. I will continue to pray and to try to not let the fear overtake me. The Lord is much stronger than the fear.

Thank you so much.

AlfredPhua · Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 8:13 pm Post subject:

Hi Kendra,
It has been a few days since you posted something here. You told me that you feel better the other day. Praise God for that. I hope you are still feeling alright for the pass few days you are not here.

"The Lord has made this day, let us gladly rejoice in it"

May your faith be renewed today as I typed here. With Lord as our companion, he is not promising us a great and easy time but He will provide us a way out when obstacles come our way. God bless, Kendra...

"I can do all things through Christ who strenghthens me.
-Philippians 4:13-"

kendralk006 · Newbie Alert Joined: 28 May 2008 Posts: 4

Hi...thank you for your prayers and concern. I am still here and still feeling peace. I am fearful still, but I am learning to let go and trust that there is a plan for me and that I have to put my full trust in the Lord.

Your prayers have been a comfort for me and I am praying and rejoicing for you.

All things are certainly possible. Thank you for reminding me of that.

God Bless You and thank you for not judging me.

AlfredPhua · Posted: Sun Jun 01, 2008 6:09 am Post subject:

Hi Kendra,

Who am I to judge you Confused

Dear Lord Jesus Christ, as I sit here in front of the laptop again today, I gladly rejoice and give thanks to you for letting your presence be known to Kendra. We come together again, humbly in your name that you will continue to give peace and joy to Kendra and her family and to let her know that there are still people of God out there, even here at internetprayers.com who will be more than willing to pray for her although they are not writing anything here. Lord, let us understand and remember in our mind that faith as small as a mustard seed can do miracles in our life, in your Almighty name.

Continue to help us grow our faith in your from the small speck of dust to that of a mustard seed and help us to go through all the obstacles in front of us which will be meant to teach us to be stronger in life. Thank you my Lord, in your Almighty name we pray, Amen.

"The only one who can take away your self-respect and dignity is yourself"
-Anonymous-

mdaidone669 · Newbie Alert Joined: 02 Jun 2008 Posts: 4

i pray that god will give you the strength to never give up hope of a solution to your problems. Faith is one thing we have that makes us strong so hang in there

Melissa

HeyGirl · Newbie Alert Joined: 06 Jun 2008 Posts: 4

dear god, may you bless over kendra and her situitians that she get better in what ever she want to do and may you also bless over her and her family amen

tedwards · Tadpole Joined: 03 Jun 2008 Posts: 17

Dear lord please hold Kendra in your hands. Embrace her in your love. Guide her to the right decisions and paths. Keep her safe and out of harms way. Shine the light of your love into her heart. Amen

cornerdesk · Posted: Mon Jun 16, 2008 11:58 am Post subject:

Standing in agreement will all who have posted here. Father we bring Kendra's need to the foot of Your throne, in Jesus's name, amen.

BrynnanL · Posted: Tue Aug 19, 2008 4:35 pm Post subject:

Dear Heavenly Father:

We know that you are able to reach down from your mighty Heaven, and take care of the problems Kendra is facing. We ask that you wrap your arms of love around her and give her peace. We join together in agreement that Kendra's life will begin to blossom into fruitful service to you and your Kingdom. None of us are worthy of the price Jesus paid for us, for we have all come short and sinned against you. Let the light of your love shine on Kendra and her family...and may they be surrounded with your ever present protection. We lift this family up to you, Lord...and ask that your work in Kendra's life will give you Glory in the end. Give them peace and comfort, we pray.

In Jesus Precious Name we ask these things, Amen.

ChosenForDivineFavor · Sea Monkey Joined: 03 Aug 2008 Posts: 11

Hi Kendra,
I understand how scared you must be. I am dealing with a court situation myself right now. I am praying that the charge is dropped, as I am not guilty, and I do not want to go to jail. It's so scary when you are in the system. I don't want you to go back there, it won't help anyone.

I have been praying the novena to St. Jude, patron saint of things that seem impossible. You can find it on the novena board. It has really helped me. Also, I have been reading Galatians chapter 3, which reminds me that the law of God is far about the law of man, and that helps me find some peace. I will pray for you to remain free, so that you can be with your family and that through some divine intervention, the funds become available to you. God bless you and your family.

Shalom · Tadpole Joined: 02 Sep 2008 Posts: 18

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Luke 18:27 and Matthew 19:29 ~ "What is impossible for man is possible with God."

1 Peter 5:7 ~ "Cast all your cares on Jesus, as He cares for you."

Isaiah 12:2 ~ "I will trust and not be afraid."

2 Timothy 1:7 ~ "I have not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, love and sound mind."

Proverbs 3:26 ~ "The Lord will be your confidence, He will keep your foot from being snared."

1 Kings 17:16 ~ "The jar of flour was not used up and the jug of oil did not run dry, in keeping with the word of the Lord spoken by Elijah."

Psalm 5:12 ~ "The Lord bless the righteous; He surrounds them with favors as with a shield."

Dear Kendra,
Surrender the whole situation to the Lord, step back and rest in peace. Praise and worship Him every day, thanking Him in advance for the breakthroughs He's going to give. Just like how He miraculously stretched the widow's limited resources in 1 Kings 17:16, He is going to do likewise for you. Favors are going to pour into your life from the prison authorities, potential employers as well as others around you. I pray all these in Jesus' name.

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